Rowan Spazzoli

Strategist. Lecturer. Consultant

I lost my sunglasses. And it was awesome.

The day I got my sunglasses I knew I’d lose or break them. I didn’t know when. I didn’t know how. But I knew I had a limited time with them.

I looked after them as best I could. I always put them in their case. And I usually only wore them while driving.

But today they fell out of my pocket in a frantic moment, and when I went back they were gone. I asked the security guards if they had seen them and left my number with them just in case.

I was sad that I’d lost them. But I remembered that I knew I’d lose them. And it was a miracle that I’d had them for almost a year.

So I acknowledged they were lost. And then went on to have an amazing day.

Moving on swiftly

In a situation like this, there was nothing I could do to bring back the sunglasses. No amount of being bleak would get them to re-appear. And going forward, thinking about them would only taint my day.

So I chose to move along swiftly. And had the most magnificent day touring Cape Town with family. We had two amazing meals, got blown away (literally) at Cape Point, got chased by penguins and had a beautiful drive home.

If you can’t recover the sunk cost, there’s no reason to mope over it.


EPILOGUE…

So I actually managed to lose my regular glasses as well today. While I was walking up to Cape point the wind literally blew my glasses off my face and into a bush. We spent 20min looking for them and were luckily enough to find them. In this case, there was no reason to move along swiftly. There was still a chance to recover the glasses, and we managed to do just that.


Image was taken today above the Bo Kaap, with our happy little tour group 🙂

Song of the day: Piu bella cosa - Eros Ramazzotti
Blog 143/365. Read more about my #365of25 journey here

 

Subscribe to Blog via Email

Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

It has been decided

Today when I woke up, I had a fluttering thought that the day would be awesome. So I decided it was going to be.

And it was.

I don’t have this thought often. In fact, I never force myself to have it. It happens entirely spontaneously every now and again. As I’m waking up, the thought drifts by and I decide that it shall be so.

Don’t get me wrong, I have lots of amazing days regardless of whether I have this thought in the morning. But this thought feels almost like a guaranteed awesome day.

It also isn’t just unrelenting positivity. I’m not a very big fan of that. Positivity is often used to gloss over deeper issues. It has a fakeness to it that can be quite irritating, and it is difficult to maintain under stress.

But I don’t consider this little fluttering thought to be an act of positivity. Instead, it feels like a tiny, once off gift. I get to use it for the day, and nothing can derail it.

It might have been true from the start. It might have been a self fulfilling prophecy. But either way

Today was awesome.


Image is from tonight’s amazing dinner at Andalousse Moroccan Cuisine. Went with a few Masters friends had such a wholesome and enjoyable time

 

Thesis update: had an amazing finding in my data and found literature to support it!!!
Blog 63/365. Read more about my #365of25 journey here

 

Subscribe to Blog via Email

Enter your email address to subscribe to this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email.

Pajama Day

When work gets really busy, as it does most of the year, I crave a pajama day. A day when I can just lie around with no obligations. A day when I can watch series, play PlayStation, eat, read and nap.

Today I got to have one of those days. But as usual, it wasn’t as great as I was expecting. In fact, I feel better going to bed after a hard days work than after a pajama day.

I know that flow theory predicts this outcome. What I don’t understand is why I can’t. This is despite many years of experiencing pajama days and having the academic grounding to forecast the results.

This isn’t limited to leisure days. I know I feel better after running, working, reading, meditating yet I struggle to get myself to do these things. I know I feel worse after extended naps, eating junk food and binge watching series, but again I will still indulge.

I think one of the most frustrating components of the human psyche for me is the gap between our thoughts and our actions. How we can have pretty good knowledge yet fail to use it.

Anyway, I’m gonna head back to the PlayStation, I have a trophy I need to win


Image is from a FIFA tournament I won earlier today

Blog 51/365

The Premeditated Shot

In cricket, a premeditated shot is one where you’ve decided what you’re going to play before the ball has been bowled. You’re going to stick to that shot regardless of what comes at you.

Sometimes this strategy works, and the payoff can be quite good. You might hit it out the park and make a few runs.

However, it is more likely that it doesn’t work out. You can end up missing the ball or losing your wicket. Either way, it is not a sustainable way to build an innings.

I’ve seen premeditated work done in exams too. Because the exams in my courses are open book, students will sometimes plan an answer out before seeing the question. The problem is when they either don’t get the question or get a slight variety of it. Often they will write out their premeditated answer anyway and end up losing out on marks as a result.

This anticipation is a way of mitigating uncertainty. It’s a simple plan for dealing with a myriad of potential outcomes.

Though it might feel safe in the build up to the uncertainty, it ultimately leaves us underprepared unless the exact scenario we are looking for pans out.

The best way to take on uncertainty isn’t to think out your shot before it. Instead, gather an understanding of the situation, plan out multiple potential approaches and then adjust for new information as arrives.

That way you’ll be able to handle anything that comes at you.


Image is from Rondebosch Boys school where we were playing cricket this afternoon.

The Perks of Being Stoic

Today was so ridiculous that I accidentally got to practice being stoic for the first time. I’ve read about the concept before but never really tried to apply it.

A brief definitely of stoicism might read something like this:

Stoic philosophy asserts that virtue (such as wisdom) is happiness and judgment should be based on behavior, rather than words. That we don’t control and cannot rely on external events, only ourselves and our responses.- DailyStoic.com

Basically, it one of the key tenets of it is the idea that you can’t influence what happens to you but you can influence your reactions to it. In doing so, you’re able to weather anything that is thrown at you.

So I spent the day being stoic. And this is why:

  • I woke up at 4am for a 6am flight to Joburg. I needed to be in Pretoria for a meeting from 9.30-12
  • The plane was delayed by 2 hours.
  • I arrived at the meeting at 10.45
  • One person at the meeting was actively hostile towards me and went against almost every point I brought up
  • Got really bad news about a family member’s health
  • Got caught in the middle a major (unrelated) family fight.
  • Got back to the airport for my flight back to Cape Town. The flight had been overbooked and I had been kicked off it.

I was sitting in the airport waiting area reflecting on all this when a lady sat next to me. We started chatting and I told her that I’d been bumped off the flight.

She asked why I wasn’t complete losing it with the airline. How could I just be sitting there so happy and patient?

Part of the reason was that I didn’t have the energy to fight. I was exhausted. But also, shouting and getting angry would not influence the external environment. It would not put me into a worse headspace. The only thing I had control over was my own mind, and I just aimed to look after that instead.

I grabbed myself a cool drink and waited it out. And at the last minute, got a call up as there was one free seat.

I made it back in time and got to watch the cricket at Newlands with friends.

And despite everything that happened today, I go to sleep happy


Image was taken at 4.30am when I was leaving the house. The image doesn’t quite capture it, but the clouds were suspended and so still that it looked like a painting.

Limited upside, exponential downside

EDIT: I’ve had some feedback and critique on this post. Thank you to the people that have brought this to my attention.

The things that the people mentioned in this post have done are wrong, in all instances. None of it is excusable. It is wrong regardless of whether there is a consequence or not. It is wrong whether they factored in the risk or not.

The one person that commented said this, which is spot on:

“men shldn’t be wary of committing sexual assault just cause it might destroy their career, men shld be wary of committing sexual assault coz it’s a beyond shitty thing to do, cause they have no right to take advantage of any1 that way not just coz they might get fired if they do.”

The discussion on this post missed all of this and I apologize. The argument was more around the behavior economics concepts underlying it then the actual moral issues, which are far more important

I’m going to leave the blog below the same but please keep this edit in mind


Today featured massive scandals and news on an international, local and personal level.

The “The Silence Breakers” were announced as Time Magazine Person of the Year for speaking up about sexual assault. Across the world, many men have been called out for their misconduct.

Steinhoff lost almost R200 billion in market cap due to a massive accounting scandal. To put this in perspective, one analyst described the loss as being bigger than South Africa’s entire platinum mining industry.

On a personal note, 5 students across the courses I’ve been lecturing on have been caught for plagiarism. Some may not graduate because of this.

What struck me about these three cases was that the people making these decisions took on almost exponential levels of risk for a comparatively small gain.

The men in the sexual assault cases actively took on the risk of ruining their own careers. They will potentially end up with charges for what was ultimately a few moments of pleasure. And it must be clear, they ruined their own careers, the people stepping forward didn’t.

The executives at Steinhoff actively took on the risk of their business being destroyed by engaging in accounting fraud. They benefited from seemingly higher profits, but there is ultimately a limit to what they could gain, whereas they could lose everything.

The students in my course actively took on the risk of being expelled from the university, not receiving their degree and even being banned from higher education institutions. They did all to save a few hours on an essay that counts 15% of one of their 13 courses.

A Better Risk Strategy

The alternative to these is very simple. Remove the infinite downside risk entirely by not engaging in the activity. Even if not engaging only brings you a small up side.

The men involved in sexual assault could have either not approached their victims or could have been consensual in their actions. Both may result in no pleasure, but both strategies completely remove the risk of a scandal

The Steinhoff executives could have followed the accounting rules. They may have not made as much money, but they wouldn’t have put their whole business on the line.

And finally, my students could have either told me they weren’t able to write the essays or made an effort to write it themselves, even if it were poor. Ultimately, they would’ve lost around 0.5% off their final GPA, but they would still get their degrees.

It is essential that we are aware of what we are doing when we take on risk, and that we make sure the trade off is worth it


Image is off a cold front rolling in to Cape Town, taken earlier this year

Managing our decision biases

Forming teaching and learning relationships with students is an inherent part of the education process. The deeper the connection, the easier it is to tailor the content to a student and the better the teacher is able to guide them along the learning journey.

A major problem with this is that it forms biases in the perception of students. Whether we mean to or not, we end up picking out favourites who we subsequently root for throughout the course.

This creates a significant problem when it comes to evaluating students. We are naturally inclined to give our favourites better marks and to score the disengaged students lower. It’s difficult to avoid, even if you’re aware of it.

As I mentioned in my post about updating our exam practices, in our courses we get students to write their peoplesoft number on their exams. This is instead of using the student number (which is formed using the their name and is therefore still recognisable).

I was reminded of the importance of this tonight when marking. I kept wanting to check who the student was before starting the process so I could anchor my marking on this. However, in keeping it anonymous I know my marking is fairer and less biased.

Biases Outside of Academia

In the real world, biases play an active role in so many decisions. As a result, the outcome is often not based on the merit of the situation. Instead, it is tinted by our own perception. And the most concerning thing about this is that we are often unaware of this.

It’s hard, but we really need to take a look at the filters behind how we make decisions.  We need to make every attempt to reduce the biases as much as possible. And in doing so, we take a small step to creating a more just and fair world.


Image is taken at my desk while marking. This has been my view for the last two days

An odd type of serendipity

Throughout my friend’s visit to Cape Town this past week we referred to Adele’s “Someone Like You”, as it was part of an awkward scene in a series we follow. We kept singing it a cappella while driving and at one stage we went through CDs in my car on the off chance we’d find it, but to no avail.

We were heading to the airport this evening and having a great chat. As we were approaching the drop off area I spontaneously changed the radio station.

And there it was.

The opening chords to the epic Adele ballad.

Naturally, we lost our minds.

We sung it at the top of our lungs and voice noted our friend group. Even after we parked we continued to belt it out, to the horror of the security guards.

It was an odd bit of serendipity. A chance occurrence that was magnified by the fact that we hadn’t heard the song all week, despite consistently bringing it up.

In reality, it was probably some form of confirmation bias or Baader-Meinhof Phenomenon, where we ignore all the other possible times this could have occurred in favour of a single confirmatory data point. It may even have its own specific term to describe it.

However, despite my academic mind’s attempt to recognize this as nothing more than a psychological phenomenon, I still find it meaningful. It was a chance happening that capped off a joyous few days.

It was our own odd little moment of serendipity.


Image was taken on our visit to Kalk Bay on Sunday afternoon